I went into this wanting to do one of those generic "fursona dying or getting hurt badly" type of vents to channel the emotions, and I was even planning to apologize in the description for being unable to show anything deep and conceptual and just displaying morbid visuals, but... it turned into this. I guess the whole process has, to my surprise, ended up being a symbolic vent in the end. Wanting to do something terrible but feeling too exhausted to do so. I could explain further but it kind of ruins it for me to just plainly put it all out there unprompted.