It's officially been over a year now since my cat passed away at age 19, and I've wanted to do a painting of her for a long time now. I started this like a year or more ago I think and never gathered the courage to finish because I was afraid I couldn't do her justice. I'm still not sure how I feel about it but told myself I'm not allowed to poke at it anymore after February; so I think I'll just have to accept this is the best I can do for now and move on. Maybe in the future when my art skills hopefully improve.